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EZ2008-11-28 Happy B-day我家帅哥是一个诡异的帅哥，有着极端诡异的兴趣。年初的时候时帅哥热衷于贪吃蛇游戏，并破了去年年末的纪录。夏至时节帅哥开始
爱看《溏心风暴》之类的戆剧，在我的极端鄙视和努力引导之下终于步上正轨重看《极道鲜师》。另外帅哥随时紧跟潮流，不忘数落我
你怎么这么落伍的同时自学掌握了“雷”“囧”“槑”等潮人词语的用法。帅哥来年的目标是努力成为新新人类。我们且拭目以待。
2008-10-04 达摩在路上
凯鲁亚克不管在其意识有没有被酒精和毒品麻醉的时候都很是让我喜爱。喜欢李白与庞德，优哉游哉的样子，并幻想自己是庄子。 半个世纪之前，他催动一场背包革命，走遍丘陵山麓，直到登山靴上沾满泥土与尘埃。 很难说谁的选择更好更明智。 2008-09-07 Of Beauty"The privileages of beauty are immense." —— Jean Cocteau
Back to thousands years ealier, it is commonly deemed in ancient Greece that beauty was a virtue: a kind of excellence. The Greeks were confused if required to distinguish between a person's "inside" and "outside". They, however, still expected that inner beauty would be matched by beauty of the other kind.
The same situation coincidentally occurred in ancient China. The Book Prevalent Anecdotes of Scholar-Officials（世说新语）as well as The Book of Jin（晋书）use several chapters to illustrate the charisma of beauty. Back to Wei-Jin Dynasty, beauty, especially the integration of inner and outside one, is of holy adoration.
While nowadays, no matter it is because of the influence of Christianity or Confusion, the modern society deprived beauty of the central place it had been in for a long time. Beauty has continued to lose its prestige. Several thousands years later, we still recognize the enchantments of beauty. While by recognizing it, we split beauty off into two parts, which the anciet Greeks would never do. By limiting excellence, or say, virtus to moral viture only, that is to say, the inner beauty. And as Susan Sontag referred, it has "become a convention to attribute beauty to only one of the two sexes: the sex which, however Fair, is ALWAYS Second." The funny thing is the sex which is now in the dominant position (i hate to say that, but there seems to be no place to argue about) now overthrow the whole concept of beauty, and give it "a new look". They are crazy about depriving inner beauty from woman, and outside beauty from man. For a beautiful woman at the first sight, her beauty is ALWAYS linked to superficial, arbitary and what's worse, incapable. To preen, for a woman, is a kind of duty. While she's doing her job when men expect her to do so, so far as she is keeping herself as the Fair Sex, she is still suspected to be incompetent, ineffective, and unprofessional.
The funnier thing is since God-knows-when, to man, ugly somehow has become the equivalence to strong, competent, and masculine. As for man, to care about the outside seems to be a sin. The perfect look is generally considered unmanly, while a sloppy, disheveled appearance is usually reckoned as ths symbol of a male. I'm not seeing this from the view of an avant-garde feminist, but an ordinary woman in modern society. For centuries, the influence of whateoever religion somehow converted the social moral for judging beauty, but from deep inside of human beings, the basic instinct of appreciation of beauty can and will never be changed.
Self-disciplined women in ancient China were crazy seeing a perfect-looking poet or warroior. Hence, when women scream at guys like Wentworth Miller who equipped themselves with no-doubt fascinating look, but even more fabulous education background, it really tells. 2008-06-12 诗酒趁年华画堂春
汉宫秋
千秋岁
满庭芳
醉花荫
后记1：相册的背景用的竟然是我曾经很爱的两首纳兰词，有被惊喜到。
后记2：宫里的造型师竟然听井上和彦的“月下美人”，大叔也有一颗loli滴心，啊！
2008-06-03 语焉不详loli节那天我跑去某街和姐姐们聊天，复出的内博贵变成了任泉速水越来越象郭品超而yama p怎么看都是面瘫的罗志祥，以至于隔壁店的老爷爷终于忍不住晃过来说小姑娘赤西仁十块钱一只你要不要。老爷爷去年夏天的时候企图卖一串付辛博给我，被我拒绝了。
然后我去了江边。曾经一放学就跑去江边的中学时代真是CJ得令人发指。十年前我曾经拿周树人爷爷当大神拜，十年后我沉浸在人间失格的大虐之中，才发现太宰治大神竟然也供奉周爷爷。这个世界还真是充满奥义。 有段时间我认为自己这辈子都不会和loli沾上边因为我信奉的人和事物都是那么地仙风道骨啊啊啊。现在想来这种想法本身就很loli，而且很雷。
工作之后C小姐时常嘲笑我loli，可就6/1当天去打电动一事来看，她也没比我御姐到哪儿去。我时常在地铁里看见艳妆华服的御姐们掏出的钱包里有菊丸的Q版照，可见loli与否，无关外表，只在乎内心。
2008-04-06 The Burial of the Dead"April is the cruellest month."
—— T.S. Eliot, The Wasted Land
to forever Ezra Pound
il miglior fabbro 2008-03-01 世界世界是平行的。 ——古手梨花《寒蝉鸣泣之时》
现实中或者梦境里总会有些人或事让我们有似曾相识的感觉。有人告诉我说，那是因为，世界是由无数个平行的世界所组成的。那些似曾相识的感觉，来源于对各个平行的世界零星的记忆。就象有些人对你一见钟情或者被你一见钟情了，有些事总是很狗并且它会越来越狗，这都是在某个平行的世界里曾经发生，正在发生，或是即将发生的。
我爸时常YY一种第四维生物的存在，并憧憬自己变成这种生物之后可以一览所有三维生物的世界。我小的时候并没有理解他这一理论的精髓以至于没有来的及鄙视他。然而如果命运可以被偷窥，那我真的很想仰天长笑一下然后骂一声XX，我相信有一个世界可以看到所有世界的开始与结局，然而我也相信没有人会有勇气尝试进入这个世界。
我对其中三个平行的世界印象颇深：
在第一个世界里我一直在弹钢琴，弹着弹着就自我毁灭了。
在第二个世界里我一直在考古，考着考着就变成古人了。
在第三个世界里我一直和我的初恋小情人厮守，守着守着就海枯石烂了。
虽然这怎么听都象是一个冷笑话，但我喜欢这三个世界的结局。人们所敬畏和恐惧的，不仅仅是未知的事物，更是这些未知事物所带来的人力所不可逆转的终结。
就象大家都在说，春天来了春天来了。而这个世界里，我始终对春天充满恐惧，尽管西厢院花气袭人牡丹亭姹紫嫣红，我的恐惧坚定地蔓延，大概也是因为某一个世界的记忆吧。
既然这个世界都是构成整个世界的一部分，喜悦或是恐惧也没什么大不了的。在无数个人的无数个世界里的任何情绪，如同尘埃一般飘渺。而我们始终应该怀着感激与景仰的心情，来膜拜这个供我们生存的宇宙。
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